MAKING THINGS UP
So I've been here waiting for them to come out
heart heavy with tears waiting to pour out
I sit and try to appear calm as a cow
poor in spirit clamoring for courage
I don't know how
I sit and remember and try to ponder
how lonely life could be without company
but how much lonelier it could be
without love
I sit and gaze at the stars
and see how little I am
how little this problems in comparison
yet at this moment
I can only see the vastness of my limitations
Seeing a small light
moving across the dark space
projected a glimmer of passing hope
I prayed I be left alone
and wait for the clown
to cheer me up
I asked for a little more
and a little voice spoke
"Go where your life is celebrated
Ignore what puts you down"
-drafted March 22,2010
