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it takes a certain self-centeredness to understand the wrongness of things
and take the courage to correct it

| at 5:38 PM
"This has nothing to do with you"
"If you will continue dragging this, you are turning into an exact resemblance of something that I hate"
"Stop being too self-centered" [by getting hurt over the mere tone and volume of my voice]
"Stop being sorry" [when you are hurt]
[Stop loving if you dont want to be hurt]
[stop being yourself]
[change your self-centered self now]
[go to where your life will not distract anyone's life, where there is no exchange of unnecessary words, where you will not expect for more, where nothing is expected of you]
[go to where you are like "not living"]
| at 11:54 PM
I am loving these FLL songs lately:
Stiches and Burns
Light and Shade
Shoudn't have to be like that
Everytime I see you
REM's Losing my Religion and
Alan Parson's Project's Eye in the Sky
There is something about their beat .
A lot of things are changing these days, including my taste for music.
I didn't like nor know much of the 80's 5 years ago.
The decade is just starting to unfold to me now.
I wasn't deliberately trying to forget something.
It's more of cherishing some of those things I think I have missed due to academic deligence.
I hope I have not missed so many.
crazy idea:
while im wearing my headset, i can actually use a "selective hearing" remote control to turn on or off a voice/person i choose to hear or not listen to.